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[bigboxofpunkroc]

I am growing more and more depressed with the more rejection I get. I'm on the verge of a total break down. Last night was SUCK. I just needed to go on a drive. Went to the east end to play some music with some friends. The singer sucks. After I left I called almost everybody even those who I hadn't talked to in a while with no response.

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[thetormentedlew]

"I have this ball of emptiness in the middle of my chest that won't go away. I have no media of releasing the feelings I have. "

Amen. We're undergoing the same stress of heart, my friend.
I'm learning that attempting filling the hole with casual encounters of the physical kind does not heal or help the healing. It's probably delaying it for me. That's alright because sometimes we need to soak up a feeling so we'll better remember it next shot we might have at happiness..
Soak it up! Feel the burn. And rejoice to the highest when it's soothed.
But don't rush your progression. It comes in it's own pace and you can only try and help it along by doing things that are good for you.

[pirateswin]

I've learned that the secret, at least for some people, is to take advantage of a low period, to turn into something worthwhile, by ignoring everybody else and looking inside yourself to make yourself happy. That way, with that understanding, you can finally see the people in your life that you really want to be around, because they make you feel good about yourself.

It's a little like the whole "you can't see the forest for the trees" thing. There are too many superificial people and obstacles in the way. You have to clear the path.