Finally bought a laptop....so happy!

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I feel self destructive today.

Really, I should. I'm tired. And sleepy. My body aches all over, and I wanted to do a million things when I got home. Well, maybe more like five. I don't know what to think anymore. My life has settled down, finally....it has routine, but not so much that I feel confined and ready to explode.....and I am reaching some degree of happiness. It ( Read more... )

Well this week has been alright. Not bad overall. On Wednesday Mike sent me an email asking if I wanted to have dinner. We went out to Olive Garden, and he said dinner was his olive branch. And things have been good since then. Yesterday we went to the movies and saw the Exorcism of Emily Rose. It was eh. Today we were going to Fontana for a ( Read more... )

Things have been improving steadily in my life. My job has become tolerable, to the point of almost being enjoyable. I still have mixed feelings about leaving, but I think it's the right thing to do. Those types of problems improve temporarily then come back...if I'm going to deal with them, it may as well be with a company that isn't as cheap ( Read more... )

I quit my job this week. I feel happier, lighter, hopeful...but now I have other decisions to make that will be very painful. Rough times for everyone these days.

To avoid committing suicide, I've decided I need to vent in my journal since my sister is out of town and I don't have anyone else I can call up after work and complain to for an hour. Last night Mike and I made up, as usual. I went into the kitchen to finish doing the dishes he left there, and another one was broken so I said, Mike, could you ( Read more... )

My weeks at work are getting progressively worse. Last week Lynn was on vacation, so it was just Susie, Caryn and I. The work just keeps piling up on my desk, it's fucking ridiculous. Then on Wednesday Caryn had her pre-op, so that just left me and Susie. I was so pissed that day, I spent the ENTIRE day on the phone. I was ready to kill ( Read more... )

Tahoe was fun. The people were nice and the wedding was beautiful and the scenery is just....wow. I told Mike I want to move up there and he said everybody does but there's no good jobs and you have to trudge through snow all the time. And I was like, oh yeah huh. We had a good weekend. Except for the speeding ticket (Mike doing 91 in a 55 zone ( Read more... )

Ok, so we went to Vegas over Memorial Day weekend. I know that I'm totally trashy but I absolutely positively love it there. I don't know why. Even the last time I went and didn't play poker or anything I still loved it. Now that I actually played poker there I loved it fifty times as much!!! I played all over the damn place, too. And I ( Read more... )