So I've decided I need a break from drinking.. this past week and weekend have been way to crazy and my liver needs a break! State was amazing.. def planning on going there more!

Im annoyed with people in general.. people are too worried about what other people are doing with their lives, too into everyone elses drama... irritated

So tonight at midnight it is my birthday! and I was thoroughly excited for tonight, after work a bunch of us girls are all going over to ellas and we're of course drink tequilla. Ray and his roommates are even going, which is a first because they only ever go to the bar. My mom called tonight, she's paying my cell phone bill so i was all in a good ( Read more... )

The thing about addiction is it never ends well, because eventually, whatever it is that was getting us high stops feeling good and starts to hurt. Still, they say you don't kick the habit until you hit rock bottom, but how do you know when you're there? Because no matter how badly a thing is hurting us, sometimes letting it go hurts even worse

Wow i havent updated in forever! Things are going decent, grades are all really good, all A's and one C which is already up. I made my schedule for next term.. 17 credits and a weight lifting class. Lol im excited ( Read more... )

So State was so much fun this weekend! Mike and Vivs house was really cuteand it was fun seeing them and getting ready.. haha mike I love your honesty. Kenny and Lindsey decorated their house really cute and the party was really fun. I felt like it was a high school reunion but I def see another state visit in the future.. it was a good time ( Read more... )

Wow I cant believe I've already been in Midland for three weeks now, time has been going by so fast. For the most part I like all my classes, history is really boring as is accounting, but they should be easy. Econ is a joke but I love my professor and Im in love with my fashion promotions class. October 11, we are having an outside window show in ( Read more... )

So I consider myself outgoing and carefree and what not for the most part, but I have a really hard time like opening up and trusting people. I guess im really paranoid with things people have no idea about and I hold to much in all the time, and I have secrets no ones knows about... I dont know why Im like that, and Im discovering more about it.. ( Read more... )

So this weekend was a lot of fun. Swimming at melishs friday, going to amys, then to travis, KCQ fest onf sat then to ajs that night. It was nice seeing everyone and i always like hanging out with people from our class. I had a lot of fun getting wasted with mike lol i luv him. Last night we went to travis and to marcus'. I was the dd and i still ( Read more... )

So today kenny picked me up and I dropped off a couple of applications then went to the bank. The bank wasnt fun...I had overdrawn my debit (which is weird because it usually declines me) anyways they charged me 31$ twice.. first i overdrew 60 cents then 5 dollars. So they took of $61 (my cell phone bill) and i was pissed.. but i didnt know what to ( Read more... )

Despite what many may say about the summer in saginaw.. Im having fun, or at least enjoying myself. Ive been staying at cairs now for i dont even know how long.. but i feel very confortable and welcomed amongst her family. Its nice seeing how a functional family actually works... despite my familys actions.. and i enjoy it. We have went to mikes a ( Read more... )