[OOC: I know there have been a lot of posts lately, but this one can be tagged from now until whenever. I just wanted to get it up this weekend. It technically happens Sunday evening. There has been advertisements up in the journal and around the Kashtta. Non-Kashtta residents can come too! Costume is not required though remember, you can feel free
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The book in her hands is large and heavy, easily as big as her head if she decided to hold it up for size comparison, leather-bound and lined with fake gold trim. The cover reads, simply, POE.
She's currently reciting The Raven, one of her favorites, with all the grim enthusiasm and emotion of a seasoned actor whose done this hundreds of times. (The count might not be into the hundreds just yet, but it's close.)
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A little voice in the back of her head has to point out that Iris is from another world, and that doesn't mean that everyone gets an afterlife, but Kenzie's always wondered and always hoped that her parents were somewhere nice. If they were really anything at all.
And to hear that this girl sacrificed herself-
The only thing she can think to say is, "Really?"
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She takes another little drink. "I've... never been so happy as when I was there. --No, it's... not quite happiness. You can't call it that. It's more like peace. Endless peace, so deep, and so...." She spreads her arms, not even knowing how to describe it. "There aren't words."
There's a faraway look in her eyes, as she continues to speak, words tumbling from her mouth she wouldn't normally say to anyone. "...In fact, the main reason I live is that I want so badly to help people. If it weren't for that... well." She smiles, like this is nothing. "I guess what I'm trying to say is that no one should be afraid of dying. It's an amazing thing."
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Her voice, when she speaks, is unusually quiet. "What if it's not that way for everyone?"
She wants to believe so, so badly that it is that way for everyone, that maybe the afterlife is connected by a bunch of rifts-or something like them-that draw people from everywhere together and keep them there, at peace, forever.
Except that's not what she was raised to believe, and that's not what most of the stories say.
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"Of course it's that way for everyone," she says, lightly. "Why would different people have different things happen to them? People are the same all over existence-- even if you look at Chicago, that's true. Look at all the people who came from different worlds, and look at how much they look alike. You can't even tell. The principles of alchemy run through everything, all over the universe. And... death's the same kind of thing. It's a state, not a place, really. It's like... ascending. To another plane of reality."
Sorry, Kenzie. You just happen to have engaged the alchemist on a topic that she could talk about all day. You might have to feed her some cookies, just to shut her up.
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There is one thing she has to ask, though.
"How'd you come back? After you died, I mean."
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"I came to Chicago," she says, ruefully, and takes a bite.
And then realises that sounded a bit flippant, and decides to explain. "I was... I was there, in the afterlife. And then a Rift brought me through, and I wound up in some big metal shack somewhere in the scary part of town." She chases the cookie with a sip of her punch. "I was... I was so afraid. Being alive again... breathing, feeling my heart beat... my body was so heavy. I didn't know what was happening to me."
She shakes her head. "I mean, it stopped being scary after the first day or so. I just never thought I was gonna be alive again. I thought I was done." She glances around the room full of people, taking in the blur of energy, all the small lives she knows, and plenty she doesn't. "I guess I'm not done. There are so many who need me."
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"That's weird," she decides, running her tongue over her front teeth to clear off some icing. "So you... use your alchemy to help heal people and stuff, I guess? Is that what you mean by 'people need you'?"
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"It was kinda weird," she admits, deciding to take Kenzie's statement as a comment on being alive again, as opposed to any of the rest of it. "And-- and yeah, pretty much. This place is so... there are so many people hurting." She takes another little nibble of the edge of her cookie. "So many with problems. This world's so far from being fixed. I wanna do what I can."
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But, we digress.
"Do you really think-I mean, this is gonna sound kinda mean. But. Do you really think you can help that much? This place is... you live here. You know what I mean."
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Although it smells fairly harmless. Non-nutritious, but harmless. Maybe she'll try just a little bite ( ... )
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