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[beyond_thesky]

sooo i just found out my grandma down south died (for all of you who know me, it isn't the one that im close too, it's the other one)..

but i didn't know her that well, or at all actually.. so it doesn't take a big affect on me, but i feel bad for my family. <3<3<3

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[adrenalin_rush]

i dunno if this helps much.. but i regret not seeing my dad as much as i didn't want to... and i dunno if u would or wouldn't but i think u should call her or try to see her or something.

i didn't think i would cry when i was at his furenal(u know who im talking about) but i busted out when mom n perry made me come home from indiana b/c they told me that he got hit by a car and i didn't think it was that serious then i think a few days later they said he was in a coma..n he might not make it and i just start crying my eyes out...

the point is that i think u should try to caught up on the 16 yrs she missed or at least ask or try to make some progress.. i also don't know the whole exact problem..

i lovez yahz.. n i don't wanna see ya hurting.. it might not affect u know (if she did pass away), but in the future u could look back n just start missing her or u could see something that would make u sad.. i have..

[beyond_thesky]

thanks marie.. it means alot

<3<3
thanks for carin

be home in 4 days.. ehhhhhhhhh!!!!!
wooooo
it's so nice here :)
<3

[adrenalin_rush]

hahahaha.. fuck you andrew.. lol.. it is all freezing below zero(not really) n raining.. it was bad for the last few days but today(saturday- 4-2) was all nice n cold n raining.. haha.. makes me want to grap on to a air plan.. lol.. or something of that sort..