Friends Only!

I am so annoyed/aggravated/pissed off/hurt.  Hurt most of all, though.  I have had it with Brendan’s parents.  They said he has to be move out by Friday, this Friday.  They have been wanting him to pay rent because that’s what his step dad had to do when he was Brendan’s age.  Um okay, that is you and what your parents did and he just got out of ( Read more... )

Well, not eating pays off.  So far I lost about 7 pounds.  Is it healthy?  No.  But I really want this before going to the beach and Trinidad.  And it works.  And I am working out too.  Witch is hard because I have nothing in my system, but oh well.  I mean, I eat but not a lot.  Like, last week I think I had two things to eat.  And I am drinking ( Read more... )

I’m through with food.  Done.  No more.  Don’t want it.  The end!

I miss Floyd so much!  It’s so weird without him.  Last night was the first night I didn’t cry myself to sleep, only because I was so tired.  When I come home I look in the Family Room on his bed and he isn’t there.  It’s just so, so weird.  When my cell phone beeps when I get a text I jump to get it because it used to scare him but then I realize ( Read more... )

Well, we had to put Floyd down today.  Brendan and I were on the way to the Museum when I got a phone call from my dad.  I think that was the first time I ever heard my dad cry.  I knew something was wrong with Floyd.  He said I should come home ‘cause we needed to put Floyd down.  He said Floyd had been crying/barking for two hours straight.  So ( Read more... )

Time for an update!

I’ve got good news and bad news.  So, let’s start with the good.  I am getting a car this week!  :)  I am so happy.  I test drove a few cars this week.  The first one was a 2000 Blue Jetta.  The only thing there was that the transmission was going.  The guy said one time while going up the hill it stalled.  He said that they ( Read more... )

Oh my gosh it’s over!  I am not longer part of Exeter Senior High School.  That makes me so sad.  Tonight went by so fast.  I feel so cold inside and scared inside.  I am not ready for college in the fall.  It just doesn’t seem like it is happening.  I still feel like I should be going to high school next year.  I’m almost like beyond tears.  I ( Read more... )

Graduation time is in two hours.  I am not ready for this. - :( I don’t want to leave.  I love high school.  Where did time go, seriously?  I remember when my sister graduated from the same school about six years ago I was thinking, “I will never make it in that huge building.”  And now, now I’m leaving.  Now I know why people always said to me, “ ( Read more... )

HOLY CRAP I GRADUATE IN TWO DAYS!  I am so not ready for this.  : /  I’m going to miss high school so much.  I am going to miss everyone.  We’ve been with each other for so long and now we’re all going our separate ways, it’s so weird.

Tomorrow seniors don’t have to go in till 9 and then we go to the Sovereign Center to practice for graduation.  ( Read more... )