LJ Idol X.22: No Way Back

Jun 25, 2017 19:59

"I heard voices in my head, telling me to do the most horrible things to my baby girl ( Read more... )

baby, go forth and be awesome, lj idol

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swirlsofblue June 27 2017, 17:24:07 UTC
*Hugs* Thank you for sharing this, you've put it beautifully. And *Best of wishes* for dealing with it all.

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beeker121 June 27 2017, 19:33:25 UTC
I read an article yesterday about the fact that regular postpartum care in the US is laughably incomplete. So it's good that you're looking ahead now, even if it's scary, and creating plans for just in case. I hope you don't have to use any of them, and can come back to your delight and happiness soon.

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halfshellvenus June 28 2017, 00:03:23 UTC
I hope you never go through this once the baby comes, but it helps to be prepared just in case.

Depression can take many forms, and so it's also good to be prepared for types you haven't experience before-- such as feeling overwhelmed (reduced coping skills) or feeling angry.

I saw some of the earlier advice, and I would add that if you find breastfeeding isn't working for you, cut yourself some slack. And if you run into mothers who you feel judge you (because competitive Mom-ism is a thing, and it's ugly), look for a different group of mothers. There will be other parents you "gel" with, but you might have to look around a bit. It does help!

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xlovebecomesher June 28 2017, 18:50:46 UTC
*hugs* I have some of those fears now as my husband and I are TTC. I'm glad you have a plan.

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j0ydivided June 28 2017, 21:17:04 UTC
One of my friends dealt with this, after her son was born. Post-partum psychosis was part of why she chose not to have any other children.

Here's the thing: you're being proactive. You've got a plan in place. You've informed other people. You won't be alone, and you don't have to suffer.

Best of luck. This is a solid piece, and you really captured that sense of fear.

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