LJ Idol X.22: No Way Back

Jun 25, 2017 19:59

"I heard voices in my head, telling me to do the most horrible things to my baby girl ( Read more... )

baby, go forth and be awesome, lj idol

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bleodswean June 26 2017, 15:05:40 UTC
I'm sorry to hear you're struggling with this fear. I do hope you can put it in a box and find your calm and joyful center again. So important. I was a Lactation Consultant for many years and have worked with thousands of mothers. Some of the simplest choices can have solid effects on the first year - Breastfeed! Find a mother's support group and attend meetings! Find mothers in your neighborhood with similarly-aged babies and meet weekly as your children grow. Co-sleeping can help keep you rested, too!

You really captured this sinking, horrific sense of fear here.

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rayaso June 26 2017, 16:44:18 UTC
What an awful fear to have! I can't imagine all the emotions a pregnant woman goes through, but this one sounds horrible. Planning on how to deal with post-partum depression sounds like a great idea, and I hope this fear recedes for you.

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i_17bingo June 26 2017, 18:06:58 UTC
I'm glad you have a plan to handle post-partum depression if it gets really bad. It seems like many people aren't thinking that far ahead.

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eternal_ot June 27 2017, 07:28:44 UTC
*Hugs* I kinda get where you are coming from and it's okay to be fearful. Being prepared is the best thing you can do and I am happy to know you have a safety net around. Take care. <3 You wrote it quite well, I really felt like reaching out to you :)

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murielle June 27 2017, 16:56:14 UTC
"Talk to my therapist now. Make a plan.

Talk to the boyfriend now. Make a plan.

Talk to myself now..."

These are the most powerful words!

I hope as you get closer to your due date, and after your baby is delivered, your fears subside and you can focus on the joy and excitement of being a mother.

Wishing you all the best!

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