Hey Laura and Jess! I'm still around just thought I would say that school is kicking my ass but I couldn't be happier living with Ryan ( Read more... )

If anyones out there reading this I am still alive...and thats just about it! Nothing besides school and work going on here ( Read more... )

Something has fanaly hit me and has taken me many years to come to, and even at that someone else had to say it outloud for me to get it.
I'm never truly happy. No matter what, if something works out how it should and didn't go wrong then what....I'm stuck.

I'm not happy and I am starting to think I don't deserve to be...

So its a little late but I thought I would make a list of the highlights of last year and what I think of this year ( Read more... )

I guess things aren't as bad as they could be right now. I'm not as behind in my classes-at least not too bad. Next semester is going to be hell. Right now I am at 21hours and I am looking at tring 24 because all the classes I need to take are in the spring. I am going to talk with my metals teacher to see if it would be okay if I worked in the ( Read more... )

im broken and i dont know how to be fixed...

Okay so school isn't all that bad. If it weren't for the getting up and going to classes I would really enjoy it! There are some pointers to it: my boyfriend and my friends have moved back! But on the other side of that one of the girls I got close to over the summer moved back to KSU so yeah....a gain and a loss ( Read more... )

Soooo everything today went alright....I worked my ass off and then took one of the women from work to Walmart because her car is broke down and she needed to get paints for work because we are changing the dress code...yeah okay whatever, normal day ( Read more... )

So I ticked off some 14 year old...today at work I got a call-on the work like asking for me-and I answered and they said something, I don't know what because it just sounded like hummhurrrhahahaha and then they hung up...okay whatever ( Read more... )

So aparently I just over reacted to the whole thing...he called me last night and said how he got his phone wet at work and had to get a new one ordered....gurrr I could kick myself! I still can't believe I let a boy get to me that much....someone please kick me!