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This morning in the shower I randomly remembered my live journal account. When I got home from work I decided to read through the entries. I laughed at some of them, cringed at others. I shared the entries with my husband and we had a conversation about me in my younger years and me now. I've learned that in my younger years I worked very hard to ( Read more... )

Good God...I've had this journal since 2005! I'm scared to read the archives!

Had a grill out with little brother and mom yesterday. Was fun! Drank some cider, a beer and made kabobs and burgers ( Read more... )

Time to wake this journal back up ( Read more... )

If I don't post this now I will forget ( Read more... )

Since moving into our new little house I have been suffering on and off with anxiety attacks. They haven't turned into full fledged attacks, but they make me very uncomfortable just the same. My chest gets very tight and I can't breathe. It begins to feel like things are closing in on me. I'm sure it is partly the new house that I haven't cleansed ( Read more... )

sometimes i think my husband deserves to be with someone else ( Read more... )

I keep trying to devise ways to make more money. I keep forgetting it's not about the money. I told Kyle during lunch today perhaps I should go back to school. He smiled and said "No." I squealed.."WHY not?" He said I knew very well why not. And I do. A "regular" career is not for me. I guess in my head I just keep thinking about what I can do in ( Read more... )

I saw them preparing the other day. Not clear what they are preparing for exactly. I thought it was for a transition that is coming, but it's not. Hmmm...what are they up to...and when or will they give me a little more info?

we'll see I guess :)