i was reminded today that sometimes we have to deal woth people we dont like.... AND that im not good at that ( Read more... )

its time for all or nothing......

my heart says all but my mind says nothing

Somedays i think back and wonder what it would be like if i were able to stop time... not even necasarily stop time but stop myself in a moment that made me so happy and just keep that moment going until I was done with it.... if that was possible would i still be in diapers, would i be sitting next to nicole in the kinder yard eating our bday ( Read more... )

i love pickles which makes me think of pickle...i love pickle

which makes me think of the easy days

pickle banana pineapple potato

interesting

Sometime i believe that life is definetly not suppose to keep on going... or maybe just that im not suppose to be here, the problem is that there is one thing that alwyas is keeping me back from going to that destiny.... and im sick of never really completely having it, really completely having you. I wonder why im here and how i ended up in this ( Read more... )

Sometimes I wonder why I accept things so easily.... I think I do it becuase i know that most people already percieve me as a bitch and I want to show them that im better then that.... ive come to realize that doing that only leads to me being crazy.... me crying myself to sleep. I need to start expressing myself talking about my feelings more and ( Read more... )

words are so simple yet mean so much... so often do yours make my heart skip a beat, make my fingers feel numb, make the hairs on my head tingle, and give my whole body the lightest feeling........

SO life always seems to lead me down interesting paths... most definetly always the ones that end in me having to make a hard decision and no one else being around to help me..... its coming close to the end of one of those paths now and i can feel it...oh how life is so interesting....

So i figured it out kinda... life is like walking up a flight of stairs in a building that has an inumourous (sp) amount of stairs... you get more and more tired as u keep walking up higher and higher and you cant stop because you still have yet to make it to yur final destination..... the biggest problem with my theory. What happens to me when i ( Read more... )

This weekend was so much fun im glad i got to go to vegas and be with the coolest people ever...happy b day joshua! I got to see my mom sister and chase too so that was cool. It was just over all a good freakin weekend!