i think it's weird how things can change in a matter of a second... one second u are doing just well thinking about finals and the next second you get a text with the scariest words you can ever recieve...911 call me asap.. from your aunt that lives in virgina... million of things pass through your mind... what could have happened.. why is she ( Read more... )

why is it that times like this i wonder why god doees what he does...? why did he take my aunt and my uncle at the same time? why did he let my cousins become orphans? why? why is it so painful to see all ur family in pain and greif and not be able to do anything but cry with them? why is it that he toke two of the most important ppl in my life... ( Read more... )

HA I AM HERE AT EDDIES HOUSE... I AM WAITING FOR HIM TO GET OUT OF THE SHOWER!! WE WERE ON THE BOAT AND HE WENT WAKE BOARDING... IT WAS FUN.. ME AND HIS SISTER WERE LAUGHING AND HAVING A GOOD TIME WHILW HE WAS OUT GETTING ATTACKED BY WAVES.. WUITE FUNNY!!! I SHORTLY CAME TO REALIZE THAT I REALLY DO LOVE THIS MAN AND THAT I ACTUALLY MEAN IT... I ( Read more... )

sitting here waiting for eddie to call me and tell me he is in san antonio... he lives outsides of sa so yea... we are going to the movies... yay... on three hrs of sleep... please god let me stay awake,.. he he ... man i am nervouse.why i dont knw... wierd... so yea well gots to go..

so last night monse and me went to go see the midnight screening of harry potter.... All i have to say is OMG!!! it was soooo goood.... man i was like what the fuck.... and man did it make me cry.... ha ha ....but yea it was such a good movie.... it had all of us laughing and crying...i was sooo excited waht was cool was to see ppl that were as ( Read more... )

u knw the saying keep your friends close but keep your enemies closer... and i figured that that saying is soooo true... no one knows why am the way i am.... all i can say is that if u are my freind.. then why would you do stupid shit?? what if i did the same shit to u ( Read more... )

so yea i had my 90 assesment yesterday adn there are still soem things that i need to study on and do better... but she told me that she wants to see me as her shift... as in a shift manager... like in a coupke of months... and i was like omg are u for real and she was like yea i mean i want to see u challange urself.... she said i was brown sugur ( Read more... )

so yea i have nothing to do ( Read more... )

something i wrote a couple months ago and i still feel the same way..except i knw he does care in a weird way but he does ( Read more... )

alll i can say is that some ppl in this world need to chill man... some ppl are so fucking mean that is not even funny.... i mean shit it is just coffe and shit man i swear... they are like ugh.... thats as much as i can say...sometimes i wish that ppl would not come through drive thru... and be mean i mean shit i am only doing my job and sorry ( Read more... )