to find a job .... any ideas?

http://www.fiercetelecom.com/story/rumor-mill-verizon-midst-layoffs-circuit-city-locations/2009-02-10

i just don't understand people or adults sometimes. its frustrating and upsetting to know that my father pretty much has another family and they have gotten to have him as a dad. i just don't get it. i guess i either have to let it be what it is or say something but it still wont change things. when me and matt get marrried i want my mom to give me ( Read more... )

i've just been so miserable with phnemonia like this whole month. and now from coughing i may have a broken rib this is just swell

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i can only entertain myself for so long ... im bored and lonely ( Read more... )

im looking forward to my adventure to salem mass at the end of the month...witches..aquriuam..shopping. its gonna be a blast! work has been good crazy customers but that's nothing new. matty has been busy with his band ignorance,its nice to see him happy with that. me and alicia were gonna be ambitious and make halloween costumes but its very time ( Read more... )

Im on vacation till next monday !!!!
lets do stuff

<3

it is so HOT out!!! im stuck at work till 9 and i also have to work 7 days straight until i go on my vacation! I have decide if i have extra cash flow im gonna get another tattoo, of a shark, (ive been watching way to much shark week on discovery)

Empty

Matt's been gone all day

Jala has moved all her stuff and left an empty room

and

I'm here in an apartment of near emptiness

its sad

if a lot of chapters in life end like this then I'm gonna be a wreck