leos and Sagittarius' are meant to be a powerful team. my sister was born on the 22nd of august, i spent the last two hours looking for her. i dont know why i didnt just call. maybe ( Read more... )

last night was aammmmmmmmazingggg...heaps

im getting rid of this journal, its been filled with bad events straight from the start. things are getting better for me now that ive got my head above water. now that im smiling so ive created a new journal.

byebye bestdeception and pretty much the last 3 years of my life.

:)

ps last night was

i fucking hate change. its a life ruiner.

no more good ideas ( Read more... )

this weekend was meant to be better.

i dont even know why i feel so guilty. silllllly rabbittttttt.

Honey why you calling me so late?
It's kinda hard to talk right now.
Honey why are you crying? Is everything okay?
I gotta whisper 'cause I can't be too loud

its bit of give and take i guess.
you cant have double standards like that. I'm not going to keep going back to be put down again.its not fair and i know that things are changing slowly inside my head, and it feels amazing, because i'm not so scared to walk on my own. well, i am, but slowly I'm learning.

it feels nice.

you wont know.

and when you open those pretty eyes baby i wont be here.

its not the shit i neeed/want in my life rigggggght now.
blergh to you.

siked on life and this weeeeeeeeeeeknd!

everything happens at the very right time..

im so happy with the way this week has been so faaaaaaaar.

: )

BLARGH GET OUT YOU DONT BELONG IN MY HEADDDDDD
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