Title: Those Three last words...
Author:
Dark_dreamer123 Pairing: Gerard/Bert
Rating: NC-17
POV: Bert's POV
Chapter:8/10
Summary : Bert wakes up one day to realize that his world is forever changed.
Disclaimer: Don't own, don't sue
Author Note:Warning this has rape mentions of drugs and drinking. If you have any problems with it then tell me or plain and simple don’t read it. Special thanks to my beta Tanya. You made this chapter work so well. This is my first time posting in Bert/Gerard I hope you all like it. If you get confused at any point just ask me. If there any Pierre David in this story point them out to me if i missed any.
Chapter one and Intro Chapter two Chapter Three Chapter Four Chapter Five Chapter Six Chapter seven Chapter Eight
Later I found myself laying on the couch flipping through different channels. Gerard was in the shower, and I was left all alone. Now I think that my friendship with Mikey is over. Gerard told him all about what happened between him and me. I can't say I would blame Gerard for telling him, I mean they are in fact brothers.
I heard the door of our room open, and Gerard stepped out wearing nothing but boxers. He walked over to me and sat down on top of my legs. "Babe?" I whispered looking at him. He turned and laid on top of me.
"Yeah?" he said resting his head on my chest and pulling me close to him.
I wrapped my arms around him and kissed his forehead. "Do you think Mikey hates me?" I asked.
He shook his head. "No, he just doesn't get why I gave you a chance."
I kissed his forehead again. "Babe, look at me," I said. He lifted himself up to allow him to meet my gaze. I smiled and kissed his lips. I pulled away and he whimpered softly. He put his hand on the back of my head and pressed his lips to mine. I felt him open his lips, and I did the same deepening our kiss. I could feel him shaking against me. I slipped my tongue inside his mouth causing him to whimper as I massaged his tongue.
He pulled back touching his lips and smiling. He leaned down to kiss me once more. Our lips melded together and soon my tongue made its way to the roof of his mouth. I tilted him to the side and kissed him harder and deeper. My hands found their way to his still wet hair, and I pulled on it softly.
He moaned against me and started to rub me through my shorts. His hand slowly dipped inside, and he took me in his hand. His strokes were soft and slow just like I remembered. I moaned and threw my head back slightly.
"Bert?" he whispered licking my top lip.
I moaned again and closed my eyes. "Yeah, babe?" I managed to whimper out as he rubbed the head of my cock.
"I love you," he said quietly.
I opened my eyes to see him looking me directly in the face with tears glistening in his eyes. I had to blink back tears of my own. "I love you too, babe."
I pushed him off me softly and told him to get up. I pulled him close to me and kissed his forehead which caused him to smile at me. I started to move my hands down to his boxers and proceeded to remove them. Gerard didn't seem to like this idea very much, so he slowly started to cover himself with his hands and looked away from me. I took his hands in mine and kissed each of them. "I love you," I whispered reassuringly. I gently placed him on the couch again and whispered in his ear that I would be right back.
I walked back to our bedroom grabbed the blanket off the bed and walked into the bathroom to grab a condom and some lube. As I closed the door I saw Gerard lying on the couch with his legs pulled tightly to his chest. I sat down next to him, covered his small frame with the blanket, and climbed under it with him. He immediately wrapped his arms around me. He took the condom and lube from my hands and looked down at them.
"Are you sure you want to do this?" he whispered to me.
I pulled him closer to me and nodded my head. "What about you, babe?" I asked.
He nodded and kissed my cheek softly. "I'm sure." He turned to look at me and began to remove my clothes. His hands moved down to my legs and in between my thighs, slowly touching me and making me hard with just that one soft motion.
I moaned softly at his touch. He took my hand, placed it over his cock, and started to move it up and down. He closed his eyes and moaned. Suddenly he opened his eyes, stood up, and laid back down on the couch. I positioned myself on top of him and kissed his nose. I grabbed the condom, ripped it open with my mouth, and placed it on myself.
Gerard spread his legs wider, and I sat in between them. With the blanket pulled around our bodies I took the lube and spread some on two of my fingers. Gerard looked at me with wide eyes. "Bert?" he questioned. I silenced him by kissing his lips and slowly I pushed my fingers inside him. He gasped and gripped my arms tightly. He cried out as I started to scissor him.
He whimpered but pushed back on my two fingers. I pulled them out and pushed him down on the couch under the covers. I slicked my cock with plenty of lube so it wouldn't hurt as much. I pushed him to his side and spooned up behind him.
"Bert...what are you doing?" he asked.
I took his leg and wrapped it around my waist. "This.." I whispered in his ear. I guided my cock to his entrance and slowly started to push into him. I ran my hand up and down his stomach in an attempt to calm him. He cried out again and from what I could see screwed his eyes shut. His hands gripped the blanket tightly.
"You okay?" I asked softly. He nodded and let out a shaky 'yeah' as I slid all the way into him. I stayed still for a moment to let him adjust before I pulled out again and slowly slid back in. I closed my eyes and nipped and sucked on Gerard's neck. His started to moan as I found his prostate.
I ran my hand softly up and down Gerard's side as I created a soft and slow rhythm. He was moaning and gasping as I hit his spot almost every time I thrust back into him. Gerard turned his body so he could kiss my lips. We both moaned as our tongues met. He kissed me harder and tried to cover almost every inch of my mouth until he pulled away and pushed back on me.
I moaned as he tightened around me. He turned back to me again and looked me straight in the eyes. I pushed into him deeper causing his mouth to open wide as he moaned with pleasure. "I want to look at you," he whispered pulling himself out of my arms and sitting back on the arm rest of our couch.
I crawled back in between his legs and pushed into him again. He wrapped his arms and legs around me tightly as he moaned loudly and kissed my cheek. I thrust into him deeper and in return he whimpered and clawed at my back. I did this again, and he clawed harder and threw his head back arching himself off the couch.
I held onto him tightly. "Bert...." he moaned loudly. He threw his head back again then brought it back to kiss at my neck as I thrust inside of him. He pushed back against me and whimpered softly. "I wanted...you...so bad...Bert," Gerard moaned pulling away from my neck and kissing me on the lips.
Our eyes met, and I smiled at him slowly thrusting inside of him creating this slow rhythm for him. He cried out in pleasure as I took his cock in my hand and started to stroke him in time with my thrusts. He moaned my name over and over again. "Come with me," I whispered. He nodded and pulled me closer as he entire body started to shake.
He closed his eyes and pushed his hips up to meet my every thrust. I told him to hold on as his body clenched around me. I gave him a few more fast thrusts, and he opened his eyes to look at me. "Bert...I'm coming," he whimpered. I nodded and ran my hand through his sweat drenched hair.
I felt him tighten around me and that was it. We both moaned in unison as we reached climax. Gerard's legs fell from around my waist, and I fell on him resting my head in the crook of his neck desperately trying to catch my breath.
Gerard's body was still shaking with pleasure from his orgasm. I looked down at him only to see tears falling silently down his beautiful face. Just looking at him caused tears to spring to my eyes. I pulled his body closer to me as we cried silently. He pulled away from me only to smile at me through his tears.
He wiped away some of my tears and kissed me gently. "I love you so much," he said trying to pull me as close to him as humanly possible.
"I love you too," I whispered. He smiled and kissed my cheek. I looked at his smiling face one last time before sleep overtook me.