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[berson07n]

So i havent updated since january, and i really dont know why, i still like live journal better then my space. its just all kinda boring. I guess live journal i can just vent in, to whoever cares, or bothers by chance to listen

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[ryanc06]

Hey Nicole! It's been for like ever since i've talked to you or seen you for that matter. What college you going to? and how have you been? I'm kinda feeling the same way. ready to move on from this high school stuff and start new. Leave me a comment on livejournal or myspace or something. later

[berson07n]

hEY! Yeh its been a while. Im going to Ferris. how about you? Ive been ok, not terrible or great, but alright. How about you? Whats your myspace name?

[ryanc06]

Hey! I've been good for the most part. I'm going to MSU. But yeah my myspace URL is http://myspace.com/ryanlc. send me a message or something. later

[clueless748k]

Hey Nicole..
I know that we dont talk but I read what you wrote.
I'm sorry you feel that way, I tend to feel that way a lot.
Well I hope things get better for you and you are happy!!!!
Have fun at college!!! Love you!!
--Kelly

[berson07n]

Hey! thanks for commenting.. i didnt think anyone would really. Its nice to know people care :) thanks! I hope that all is well with you too!

[niftynic]

Believe me.. I've felt that way more than once. Last year the only person I felt like I REALLY had was Paul. And even now.. I have 4 best girl friends, and you know how some of them make me feel.. like I want to "cut them loose", which I know is really mean.. but you know. Nicole you know I'm going to be here. We just talked about things last week... you have to give it time. And next year we will be starting fresh, starting all over again with new friends, a new "routine", new everything! I guess I'm in another boat.. I'm fricken scared to start over! We kinda balance eachother out, we can help eachother.

You know who I think you really need right now.. God. When you're close to Him, it seems like everything works out because you have a positive mindset.

You know I'm here. Don't hesitate.. remember, you're always wanted by me.. ha :)

I LOVE YOU NICOLE MARIE!!

"Lean on me.. when you're not strong.."

[niftynic]

Oh, and I really want you to be able to talk to me about your emotions.. whether it be sad or happy.. that's why I'm here Nicole. Seriously, don't hesitate. I had no idea that you were feeling this way.. like you had no one.

I'm here.

[berson07n]

I know i just tend to hold it in for a long time, because i dont wa nt to talk about it, then edventually it gets to where i cant bare the amount of emotions i try to keep in. But thanks, i know your there for me and i appreciate your friendship it means a lot to me, but i think your right, i do need God, i just think i need some help getting back on track, help getting motivated, and i dont know how. I am a happier and better person when im closer to him. No one else can make me feel better, i try to find myself within people, but ive been realizing i cant, and i cant count on anyone else to bring me up out of this "slump" im in. I cant depend on other people for my happiness, because no one is perfect and no one is going to always make me happy.
I think this is how i feel .. I Love you

[kiwi_tin11]

Hey Nicole. I'm really sorry you feel that way, and i want you to know.. that i'm here for you. Feeling that way is never any fun, but you are a very strong person.. and i know you can get through this. If you need someone to talk to, you know that i'm here for you. Call me anytime! :) Love you Cole!
-Tin

[berson07n]

Yeh i thought i was a stronger person than im showing, im nobody with out God. Thanks tho, i might take you up on that call too.. I miss you, you were always a good friend to me and appreciate it. I love you!

[hezzierae]

Hey, I see you`re having a hard time-for some odd reason I just got out of that "boat". Things seems like nothing else can get worse & then everything does-You do need to look to your friends who are really there for you & just talk with them; it helps so much! We don't talk much anymore but just know I'm here for you always!
<3[hK]
p/s--->I believe what Nicole said too; about starting all over; it's a new school, new people & a new life. live it up babyyyy! =]