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So i havent updated since january, and i really dont know why, i still like live journal better then my space. its just all kinda boring. I guess live journal i can just vent in, to whoever cares, or bothers by chance to listen.
For a while now all i have been doing is going to school, work and hanging out with matt, nothing less nothing more. I wish.. even though this sounds really bad, i wish.. i could have a whole new set of friends, or just start over with everyone, because the way things are between me and my friends arent all that great. I guess.. i wish a lot of things were different. Eh, what can you do?
I wanna scream right now
Scream really loud
I dont know how
To let out how i feel
I dont know how to deal
With all these emotions
Hurt,
Fear,
Pain,
Hate,
Rejection,
Happiness,
Loved,
Not being Loved,
Walked on,
Being Lied to, compulsively
I know this will all pass.. but i needed to write it down somewhere.. i cant wait to get out of highschool and away from here..
start all over..
that would be nice.
For a while now all i have been doing is going to school, work and hanging out with matt, nothing less nothing more. I wish.. even though this sounds really bad, i wish.. i could have a whole new set of friends, or just start over with everyone, because the way things are between me and my friends arent all that great. I guess.. i wish a lot of things were different. Eh, what can you do?
I wanna scream right now
Scream really loud
I dont know how
To let out how i feel
I dont know how to deal
With all these emotions
Hurt,
Fear,
Pain,
Hate,
Rejection,
Happiness,
Loved,
Not being Loved,
Walked on,
Being Lied to, compulsively
I know this will all pass.. but i needed to write it down somewhere.. i cant wait to get out of highschool and away from here..
start all over..
that would be nice.