So how do you spend new years eve alone? Thats the real question.. I did it last year but i was in Florida and i had things to do and i ended up metting someone out there to hang out with and here BLAH! there isnt shit. I would hang with my ex Steve but hes out with Niki and Bobby. *tears* i really miss my ex and this is the time him and i were ( Read more... )

So yeah as u know christmas is right around the corner and you think life is so fucking simple thats not true. My life has been nothing but living hell thanks to Steve, not only did he get my hopes up but then he decided to make them crash and burn ( Read more... )

So yeah this week has been rather interesting with a lot of things at the moment. I mean specialy with my ex's and shit. Like Nick he end's up texting me a lot but its just to " see how im doing " well thats bullshit because he does it like veery 2 days or so. It kinda makes me think that hes regreting something but i guess thats his falut. I mean ( Read more... )

Ok i have to say one thing, its hard as hell to type with one hand and get things done fast. But oh well, I guess i can start with trying to exspalin this or maybe not but oh well. It was all chris's falut.. heh. I didnt want to hit him so i ended up hitting something else. But to lead to this, His buddy Paco had to be escourted outta the mall ( Read more... )

Yeah great just what we need snow and ice right.. BLAH! yeah it just kinda feels like the days are getting longer and the racers are runnin away.. hey thats just a way to put it dont ask. Its fucking winter and it feels like nothings going right. And you know how it is durning the winter depressed and sad because its cold and wet and yeah. you got ( Read more... )

Well i want to wish everyone a HAPPY TURKEY DAY ( Read more... )

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So today i ended up bowling MJBT. Down in austin, mn.. And i walked out with the title, but the whoe entire day i had Nick on my mind. yes the guy from Alaska. I think that i had fucked up somethng that i should have tried harder on. I mean yeah it was fucked up on what he did do to me. But the thing is, is that this connection between him and i ( Read more... )

So as the time goes people tend to lose that touch when it comes to that one person who you thought would always be there, as your friend, as someone you love, as anything to you.. Well in this case this shits a lie... Im sick of the I LOVE U's of hearin it and beliveing it.. Not only in this case but i DONT wannt hear those words ever again!!! ( Read more... )

Im seeing that time is starting to fly as you grow up but why? i have no idea, it seems like when i am with friends or ludo that time just flies by. God no offence to anyone out there but right now i would like to take a bomb to a lot of people and just be like set and BOOM.. maybe then the stupdity in some people would disapear, but thats just me ( Read more... )