Nov 05, 2005 00:26
Im seeing that time is starting to fly as you grow up but why? i have no idea, it seems like when i am with friends or ludo that time just flies by. God no offence to anyone out there but right now i would like to take a bomb to a lot of people and just be like set and BOOM.. maybe then the stupdity in some people would disapear, but thats just me.
Right now im wondering where my bf is and what he is doing i dunno for some odd reasons hes been actin really funny and i think it has something to do with his friend. But im not sure. I just wanna be able to fall asleep in his arms. I mean its like him and i lay together when i am there but its like we never do it long enough. Its sad how i think about him so much maybe ludo is the right one for me i dunno. I said that before with steve and i will admit is and look at how that turned out. But then with steve things are hard to say with him.
*sighs* im really bored and my ass hurts from sitting.. And this weekend is full of nothing but bowling.. *sighs* im begaining to not like that anymore. But thats just me.
*dreams of being in ludos arms sleeping*
good night all