I don't like this weather. It's uncomfortable.

So it's suppose to be a sort of mother's day?

I wish I could see my mother. Even if it was just for a minute. I miss her so much

And my children. I miss my children.

And it's starting to get so warm.

I'm homesick.

I don't feel so well.

I yelled at someone today.

I yelled. I feel so horrible.

Oh no.

Um. Mr. Cheiron, sir?

I'm sorry you saw my feet.

So it appears yesterday was my birthday? According to work it was, anyway. They made me an ice cream cake. I'm..20? I think that's what they said. They also bought me presents. They bought me groceries and winter clothing, and things for Khione. They do things like that a lot, buy me things. I think...I think they feel bad for me. They are older ( Read more... )

I went ice skating today. It's so much fun! People told me they thought I was crazy because I had so few layers on. I didn't know how to explain to them that the cold felt like home. The cold makes me feel...energized. It feels right to have the wind cut through me.

It...it felt like Boreas was here. I wish...I wish I could see him.

People keep commenting that I am going to get sick. I don't understand what they mean by "You'll catch your death out there." How does one catch death? Don't they realize how lovely the cold is? It's beautiful outside. I feel like I am home. I know the cold, I recognize its bite against my skin. I've missed it so. In fact...I want to go outside and

This is so confusing and so disorienting. Khione stay by me, please. Please.

I hope everyone enjoyed dinner? I did my best[gone]. It was crowded[gone] nice to have a family gathering.

It's getting colder. I've had the windows open to let the air in the last few days. It feels like home again.

Does..anyone know about ice skating?