Sure Didn't Know It Was Going To Hit Me This Way

[benjamincurley]

Ah hell, get me something to do so I stop thinking. I've been having one of my philosophical days so those of you who hate it when I do this stop reading now. It feels my soul feels has gone somewhere where hope still exsists. Now I'm left with neither, and it doesn't help I'm sitting here listening to "Songs About Rain". This has really affected

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[tangerine08]

While its a curse...it makes life worth living. Waking up in the morning not know what to expect, just makes it exciting. If everything went the way you want and was routine, wouldnt you get bored? So take the good and the bad, its how you build character.

[benjamincurley]

I don't want to know everything, I just want to know why I can't know anything. I know there are no answers, and I want to know why there aren't any. I just long for something more than what I've got. I want to reach out and grab hold of somethig everyone knew wasn't there.

[tangerine08]

And you try to hard to find it Ben, stop looking for answers and you will find them. Be patient.