I'm sick

I watched this movie called Capote the other day. I was suprised by how good it was and that I liked it, I thought it was going to be boring or something. Today is turning into a nice day even though I am not hanging with jason. I just got to go to a nice baby shower at Red Lobster, with Jenni. One of her co-workers is going to be having a baby ( Read more... )

My mind is yelling at me and it's saying: "Kayla don't be a pussy, grow some fucking balls, be a man and don't regret a single thing" I have to,It's only going to get worse if I don't, or at least that's what I feel, that he's going to move on, if he hasn't already and I'm going to be hurt worse by it, then if I told him in the first place. I'm ( Read more... )

I'm watching the movie "A chorus line" and guess what? I feel like busting a move. I need to go to a club and cut loose. I need a lot of things right now. I need to do a lot of things right now.

They do really cool dances. I want to be on broadway, I should move to New York.

I don't deserve a voice ( Read more... )

I like to step in puddles ( Read more... )

I have come to the conclusion that I am a MYSPACE ADDICT.

I think I might start writing in my journal a lot more often because of my goal list that states I must write in some form everyday. I'm skipping again. I'm not very ashamed of myself, if you had my class you would have told someone to murder you by now. I can't wait to go home, I must clean my room, it is dirty and disgusting beyong belief. I' ( Read more... )

1. learn to play guitar (summergoal?)- start Thursday
2. write in any form whatsoever everyday.
3. Plant flowers for the spring.
4. Keep him my friend by any means neccessary. - important working process on my part
5. help my friends by any means neccessary - most important function in order to sustain life

-get a job

I just finished listening to cocaine by eric clapton and I have just turned on my song, well close enough, Layla. It's kind of ironic considering that we have the same birthday, or maybe I'm just making it sound ironic because I want attention for something that I had no control over. Hey, I'm starved for affection, what else can I say ( Read more... )