Singing is my only talent. I don't think I'm very good at most anything else, maybe listening, thinking definately, writing. Nothing that makes figuring out my life any easier than it already is. No talents that are marketable in today's society of outsourcing and low income familys. I don't know, maybe I'll get lucky ( Read more... )

I start working at Speedway at noon today. I really want to stick with this for a while, I feel like I really need to. And hopefully it will be easy for me and I won't get discouraged. If I do, I should just think about how much I want to get out of this place, this apartment and move out on my own. I really think this will go well, it has to ( Read more... )

My legs are very smooth right now, even though I have many huge bites and brusies on them. I like to touch them for some reason. I have a car now. He's a beauty!

I'm done I guess

Today is hard for me, it got really hard. It's hard for me to cry lately, even when I really want or need to, it's hard. I still don't understand why I feel the way I do, but I do and I have to get over it. But I think part of me doesn't really want to at all ( Read more... )

Yesterday wasn't a shining moment in my life. I got tipsy twice in one day and acted like an idiot, went to some firworks, Did some things that I feel pretty ashamed of now. I don't think I want to get tipsy for a while now, because I woke up feeling like shit, literally. I felt like I needed to throw up but I pooped instead, I'm happy about that ( Read more... )

I watched this movie today called "Birth" with nicole kidman and it was about this lady (nicole) who had been 10 years widowed and was about to get married again to this guy until a little 10 year old boy tells her that he is her dead husband, like reincarnated. It was really good and I think I might have gained a little respect for Kidman, ( Read more... )

How can I say I love someone, if that person doesn't love me back? I don't think I should, because I don't feel like that's real love to me ( Read more... )

Some guy I gave my number too at Macomb mall (he wouldn't leave me alone and stop following me if I didn't) called me and left a voice message on my cell phone. It was just someone breathing.

Fucking creepy.

I would never want to be that girl. I hope I'm not headed in that direction, but the mear fact that a guy who I thought was really cool, asked for my number even though he had a girlfriend and then is kind of hitting on me (but I really don't want to admit that) through myspace, really doesn't make me think highly of him. I would like to be ( Read more... )

So, I had an eventful weekend I guess. Went to a show on friday acted like a crazy maniac and once again showed my boobs off to a stranger ( Read more... )