2008 was boring ( Read more... )

I need to go to the doctor.

 things never look the same up close as they do from a distance. 

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i saw conor oberst last night and it was fantastic. today was also a really nice day and a really nice conversation. i am so fortunate, and i do acknowledge that, but the meantime is just shitty. oh well, what can you do? right?

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 i wish there was like some arrangement of words that could possibly explain my frustration. but there's not.

 actions.... wait.... no, yeah, they still speak louder than words ( Read more... )

 i don't know why it makes me feel so much better to write in here but it does...
i need to go to an endocrinologist. 
i have a very busy week, including the first of 11 one-hour psych study sessions that im getting paid $110 to participate in... cool
i'm looking forward to thanksgiving break so much

lj finally fucking gets it
why don't you