ok, that was weird...

I kept my SI secret at anthony's for 3 months... now, my new job, 3 days till somebopdy noticed...

LOL..

thats ok though... cuz I dont' care, I don't want their acceptance, they aren't my crowd.

but, I might be moving to eastern oregon. :-) the end of next month... I pray.

so, I finally got cid... yay!

it was, um, scary. there were to many people everywhere...

haha, I fucking hid. it was scary... yay! it fucking rocked, I love being psycho

somebody saw, they said there was something wrong with my arms, they told the manager...

yay! he bent the rules for me, I can wear long sleeves

it sucked though, I had to show him my arms... hehehehe

I'm such a freak

how lame, I got high with Lacey ( Read more... )

but of course...

finally, I get drugs, lots of drugs again.

woke up, terrible mood... had to wash clothes, I need long sleeves, I can't go to a job interview with slashed arms showing...

so, I smoked some cig butts... that was sad... some of them were smoked by dejah <3...

ah... how sad...

somebody needs to kill me...

oh well, I want yummy druggies...

I did FAT rails of coke the other day.yummy

so, like, yeah, I got a new job. tomorrow.

yay!

now I can make the new person who likes me happy that they like me.

so, I found the money to get the Acid... well, it wasn't available... bummer, so, I went looking for it elsewhere, had no luck so I was like 'fuck this, I need smokes' so I bought some smokes and 6 22 ouncers of mickeys then went to the park looking for somebody cool to drink with ( Read more... )

I found it again... I'm finally going to trip. YAY ( Read more... )