My new thing, god I adore her, I've known for years. Before when I knew her, I had another thing, her friend, so I never much payed attention to her as a datable type. I'm not a cheater, nor do I look at others in that way when I have somebody special in my life, even if it's just somebody I want but am not with yet, emphasis on YET, since I always ( Read more... )

how sad, my new girl has a thing for heroin too. it's sad because so far she is the most awesome girl ive ever dated. it makes me sad thinking that she is going to get really strung out on it and become really mean to me. :-( I hope not

well, I flunked out of COCC. My focus on the ex was to great so I failed ( Read more... )

Woke up today and cleaned the entire house. It wasnt much work since the ex is gone. She is supposed to come over today to drop off my rehab workbook. I hope that i dont seem desperate. But i really wanna fuck her so bad. I wanna send her home with creamy panties...

My sexuality is a rollercoaster ride these days. I just got out of a three year relationship with a sexy girl. She is now dating a guy i fucked years ago. Since we broke up i started fooling around with with guys i know. I love giving head and getting fucked. I feel bad about some of it because they are straight. The gay friends i did stuff with ( Read more... )

Well LJ, it has been a while since we last met.

Life has changed, I have grown much.

My ex girlfriend left me for the guy who raped her friend two years ago.  How did he do that?  he got her addicted to heroin.  Oh how fun.

thoough, I'm so very similar.

it's a shame I'm still alive.

aat least I finall made it.

i have everything I want....   except....

oh live journal, how I've missed you ( Read more... )

so, here I am, still in bend, wow, fun.

I live in a tiny cardboard box in an alley, it's really amazing here, really//....    things are ghood, kinda, I have 0 friends nnow, well, um, 3, 6whtever, it's so low it doesn't even really matter anymore.

but, whats new, I've drank beer almost every day for a few weeks now. :-)

it's still gross...

but, whatever.