Well i think everythings finally hit me.

After i found out about Mum getting bowel cancer i dont think it really hit, i still went on holiday whilst she was operated on, and somehow managed to juggle both looking after her and working 45+ hours per week. Its been mad, and now i'm feeling exhausted. Last week i worked 51 hours, and spent two evenings ( Read more... )

Well it looks like bad things happen in threes, first of all mum gets Cancer, then my mums ex husband is in hospital with a possible brain tumor. So i wonder what the third ting will be. It makes me laugh when people mope around moaning about being depressed when theres actually nothing wrong with them. When people actually do have shit going on ( Read more... )

I've learnt one lesson of late, and thats to be aware off whats around the corner, and not to try and control your heart as your efforts are pointless. Over the past few weeks i had started a relationship with the most genuine, caring and honest person i know, but had to let it slip as my mind and feelings were in a completely different ball park. ( Read more... )

oh dear god, whilst dusting off long forgotten pages on the internet i discovered this little gem. how long it has been since i last updated the log book of live journal.
well since my last entry, it passed my mind to read it so god knows where i last left off..

check out my new log book.............

"http://www.myspace.com/djeppidemic"

hi there me mateys, how are you me-heartys? its been a little while since i updated this little page. I was just wondering who's gonna be out next at intelleck as i'm gonna be going to have me some fun, considering i've not been out on the 'scene' since infest, its about time i reared my ugly head ( Read more... )

well hello, just thought i'd pop up and say boo!!, and to say am gonna start coming out more soon and doing stuff, am fed up of milling about at home now, its about time i lashed out and had some fucking fun...
its about time this bitch came back out :)
see you's soon?
yeah, betta

infest ( Read more... )

hi ya, am back just to say a quick hello again, and to,, you know keep it real when i'm not in the hood ( Read more... )

i REALLY really want to see peeps on fri / sat, can we do something? and meet up and have a giggle as i fucking miss you all!

hi ya loves, its me, dolling it up in rome, oooh well where do i start, well not with the sun cream thats for bloody sore, ooh do ya get me pun, (er no ( Read more... )