Just had a really cheesy panninninninni. It was a terrible mistake. I'm so tired. I want sleep, and a whole week with joe where we don't argue. I'm behind on work :(

I have to go clean now.

xxxxx

ps. Watching way too much True Blood. But it does have the best opening credits ever. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vxINMuOgAu8

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