ah, update. since last i spoke, i've found courage cannot exist without fear at its side; that the quiet tenacity of uncertainty is a lot more unsettling than actual terror, and that its presence in my chest and marrow weighs as a committment. i've kept moving, but i'm not sure "living in transition" (as my mother calls it) really makes life any ( Read more... )

2:30 p.m. drinking beer, eating reese's pieces
waiting for the day to start

ahh the life of a college student

it's beautiful outside. really beautiful. i've been running pretty well lately, but i think it's starting to get to me that i don't have any forms of crosstraining available right now. according to my little training log, i'm supposed to be running 17 miles tomorrow, but that's just a long time to spend doing not a whole lot of anything and getting ( Read more... )

someone left ( Read more... )

shadows of a season in cathedrals ( Read more... )

in one month and two weeks i'll be a citizen of the frozen north. that means new driver's license, tags and plates, change of address forms, all manner of things i haven't even thought of yet-- and all to say that i've uprooted from my beautiful north carolina ( Read more... )

"all i can say is i'm sorry, i'm sorry is all i can say ( Read more... )

and writer's block suffering to drown out eighties country music radio ( Read more... )

every time i come home, the washer
(or the dryer) is going- and no one is home.

that is all.

christmas was lovely ( Read more... )