your love was...
lazy

And then it fell
like we knew it would
or at least i did
yet i did nothing but stare and watch it
crumble.
there are no words now
no breath
just the lingering and bitter
desire
to rebuild that which destroyed
us.
destroyed.
me.
please stop me

i lack action.

the best conversations i have are with myself
the rest, i believe, is superfluous
needless to say, i am a great listener...

so it's been over a year, and i just don't ramble anymore. perhaps it's because i don't feel anymore ( Read more... )

i remember the years when i thought summer would be something grand. i expected life-changing experiences and impactful relationships...now i am just wanting to make it.

give me ucsd and my apartment with my boyfriend please :)

i was given a roofie the other day and woke up at disneyland in a little white dress. i was a princess for a day. i was run into a pole. larf boyfriend.

the streets are familiar here
the shadows haven't changed
the trees whistle that same ol' tune

houses have windows not to look in
but to look out
they know where we came from

sleepless nights
juvenile tendencies
it was so easy to forgive then
simply because you were all we had

you were all we Had

it's funny, where a few notes can take you

so mikey and i met afi and davey is beautiful. they all are.

i like three hour naps
i like sweatpants
i like eddie izzard
i like awkward hugs with ex-boyfriends hah
i like mikey
i think i will miss san diego
i don't think that those in love should be apart

the end

yesterday was nice ( Read more... )