You should always take what I say on Sundays with a grain of salt

[belladonnalin]

After working at the shelter (do ya'll even want to hear about that? I stopped writing because it felt strange) overnight on Saturdays, my Sundays are fucked. Not fucked in a gone way, but fucked in a strange way

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[forestdweller]

I love you, Lady.

I had a dream about you the other night. Somehow I had found my way to your home completely by accident. I was ecstatic when I found out and immediately ran to hug the surprised you. I remember that you were beautiful, so beautiful, and that for a second I was a little startled that I hugged you so soon after "meeting" you and not knowing your boundaries. You smiled at me, though, and it didn't matter anymore.

That was a great hug.

*snugs you!*

[belladonnalin]

Thank you so much, sweetie.

We will have a big huge hug when we meet. I'm a total hugger.

*hug from the internet for now*

[vagal_nerve]

Oh honey! YOu were a big feeler yesterday!

[belladonnalin]

RIGHT?

I don't even know. Well, I do. I was exhausted, but my head was running too fast for me to go to sleep. Which is, I think, anxiety.

I mean all of these things, but ... I wish they wouldn't come out all at once, that I could just have emotions on a regular basis like so many other people do, instead of bottling them up until they all spill out at 3 am.

[vagal_nerve]

Aw, wish I could send shushes and soft pats for anxious times. I must say, I think it's better to be a big feeler than have emotions on a regular basis. A regular basis breeds apathy, I'm sure of it.

[magnificentmndi]

I am constantly amazed at what is you. I am so grateful to have you in my life. Even the little bit that there is. I crave more, yet will take what I can when I can. You came into my life at just the right time. Loves, loves, loves to you. And I mean it..... Anybody want a peanut?