icon: "queer (the logo for Transcending Boundaries Conference overlaid with the words "genderfree, queer, + trans / never a 1 or 0")"I don't call myself a switch, because 1) that implies a binary where I choose to either be one or the other but I can't merge them, which is not true of my experience, and 2) other people who identify as switches
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you're welcome! thanks for reading and considering.
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(Though I do have a desire for sex. :P)
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It may also be related to "service tops" in kink, who enjoy doing things to other people not based on their own plans but whatever the bottom wants. That's a reflective function too.
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I don't see service tops or people who "top from the bottom" as reflective -- I think they are still following their own intrinsic desire, they're just remixing the usual initiator=dominant, recipient=submissive dynamic. So, they want to be submissive, and they are willing to be the initiator in that submission, or they want to be dominant, and they are willing to be the recipient in that dominance. I kinda see those as more extreme versions of submission or dominance.
My instinctive reaction to the idea of giving any kind of service is strongly negative. I will do a lot of things for my lover, to the point of muscles cramping and beyond, but if it is put in the context of serving I will instantly lose interest in even the mildest act. My submission is much more feral, and something as structured as service would take me right out of it.
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