flourishing in the wake of a drawn-out conflict with Aurilion (closure at last)

[belenen]

icon: "powerful (Frazetta's "Sun Goddess" with arms flung out, a knife in one hand, and a sabertooth tiger on the other side)"I've been swamped with ADD & school & car & money stress for the past few weeks, thus my lack of real posts. Despite being pulled in a billion directions and being totally overwhelmed, parts of my life have been profusely

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[delicatexflower]

*warm nuzzles* i am so happy to hear that both of you got some closure. if this is the end, you can walk away with your head up instead in your hands crying. i love you james!! ♥

[kmiotutsie]

Ah, this is so exciting to read! "Closure at last" Yes!!

[lilywolfsolomon]

I am really happy you're realizing these things about yourself! "I can call green hearts to me" is powerful, and yes, you can. There are an abundance of green hearts ready to connect when you call to them. :)

There's a meditation I've used -- a couple actually -- and they've been so powerful that I have not used them again because I'm not sure I'm *quite* ready for what will come, and this stuff works fast. If you'd like I can share with you.

I wonder if your spell is working something already because I feel a distinct shift in energy in this post and I'm not really sure how to describe it. It seems to be coming from different chakras or something, or calling out *to* different chakras, and the one I'm feeling most strongly here is heart... but... it's like I feel something powerful going on around you. Yay!

[chillychilly22]

"I'm not going to close that door, but I'm not going to let Aurilion skip the efforts I require from everyone else, either; honesty and working through shit is necessary. This interaction has been incredibly empowering for me. I am grateful and pleased with this turning point."

Empowering, indeed.

This is has been my experience in the last 2-3 years, realizing and redefining my boundaries and then setting them fearlessly. It was TERRIFYING at first, but has become easier.

I think I'm arriving at the stage where I can unapologetically share what I can and can't accept/tolerate/reject without being like "But if I do, I'll lose them forever and-and-and- never know what true connection is!" It's been a rough road because the fear pattern was so ingrained.

Yes to your post on so many levels.