Secondly, I wanted to share something weird. A while ago I bought a new address book and started filling it in (with permanent ink!) as best I could, but I didn't write your details down at the time because I had this intense feeling that there was major change coming in your direction. Isn't that strange?
Just EYE CONTACT felt more intimate than anything I've ever experienced, and as erotic as any touch.
Holy crap, yes, you just summed up my feelings about J. Sometimes if we hold a gaze for too long, I have to look away because my brain starts tingling. It's ridiculous!
I don't know if it's just "new relationship energy" but I've had plenty of "newness" but never actually experienced this with anybody.
Oh Bel, I love to hear that this relationship is so effortless and just works. I'm such a fan of "silent conversation" where everything is revealed without a word being spoken. Feeling like you want to explode with excited, happy emotion is one of the best feelings in the world~ <3
Normally I'm against lengthened eye contact, but holy cow. Ry gets these eyes going and I think "please stop before I seriously implode here!" Then I taunt myself with photoshoots of "come hither eyes", hee! It feels amazing, huh? :)
That's...too beautiful for words. I stumbled across your blog through DeviantArt, and I wonder if you realize how lucky you are. I've only ever had one soulfriend before, but she wasn't as strong, or committed, or I don't even know, as I was, and it fell apart. Even a year later, my heart aches with her absence every day. My whole life, minus that brief year of total happiness, I've relied on myself to be strong, not sharing my feelings with anyone and letting everyone use me as an emotional crutch instead. I don't blame them; helping others is one of the few things that gives me satisfaction. But I'm only so strong. Please, how is it you've found so many? I would give anything to find that connection with someone else again. (I'm sorry for ranting, but it's hard to find anyone who understands this concept.)
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Secondly, I wanted to share something weird. A while ago I bought a new address book and started filling it in (with permanent ink!) as best I could, but I didn't write your details down at the time because I had this intense feeling that there was major change coming in your direction. Isn't that strange?
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Holy crap, yes, you just summed up my feelings about J. Sometimes if we hold a gaze for too long, I have to look away because my brain starts tingling. It's ridiculous!
I don't know if it's just "new relationship energy" but I've had plenty of "newness" but never actually experienced this with anybody.
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Normally I'm against lengthened eye contact, but holy cow. Ry gets these eyes going and I think "please stop before I seriously implode here!" Then I taunt myself with photoshoots of "come hither eyes", hee! It feels amazing, huh? :)
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