communication fast -- big trees forest preserve, fear of spiritual experiences, dream-meeting Geb

[belenen]

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[i_come_undone]

Oh, these are just beautiful. I love the one of you with the leaves.

[belenen]

yay! that's one of my fav selfportraits of all time :D

[free2be]

I choke off some of my experiences too. I think we all do.

While I love letting go and falling into whatever that is (nothingness, God, pleasure)I also fear becoming trapped there and unable to come back to "reality" (whatever that is). Some times I don't care if I ever come back...but deep down, I do care, I want to come back to what I know, even if it's not ideal. So one foot remains "here" and the other "there". Sitting on the fence is not fun.

Perhaps you have a love deficit and just need more love, that always seems to heal everything. Laughter, partying, and eating helps too. Sleeping too.

Sometimes I think our spirit leaves the body and doesn't want to come back. But as long as we're alive, it must come back. Gotta love it.

Growing is hard and I think you are growing.

[belenen]

thank you, this comment helped me -- just to feel that someone understands that. ♥

[rapidrabbit]

Wow, I wish autumn had been that colorful here. (It was over so quickly, it felt like color didn't have time to exist...it went from summer to winter in a blink.) I love the fifth picture from the bottom, just because I love twinned trees. (My daughter found one she wanted to live in when we were at the park this summer.)

Beautiful photos.

[belenen]

awww, your link didn't work!

I love twinned trees too ;-)

[rapidrabbit]

Well that's just irritating. Let's see if this works:

[belenen]

OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOHHHHH I wanna live there too! WOW!

[diepunyhuman]

the peaceful qualities of these photos have been transferred to me. I suddenly don't feel so frustrated anymore...

you are beautiful, Bel. thank you for sharing, as always. x

[belenen]

aww, I'm glad! ♥

[franny_glass]

I love, love, love your face.

[belenen]

hee, thanks!