Comments | belenen: violet-spirit connection w Hannah and Nick / day of immense joy as a triad / brokenhearted breakup

belenen

violet-spirit connection w Hannah and Nick / day of immense joy as a triad / brokenhearted breakup

Jul 07, 2008 07:27

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mourningdoveava July 7 2008, 15:38:31 UTC

Painful, yes, but it does seem the timing was off. Perhaps at some point in the future it will be right again. If nothing else, you have an exquisite memory from it that will certainly act as a guide to you in the future.

belenen July 24 2008, 00:35:58 UTC

♥ oh yes, definitely a guide.

delicatexflower July 7 2008, 17:00:33 UTC

awww. this entry is so much for the heavy heart! ♥

i don't even know where to begin! there's just so much
to comment on and there's so much feelings & not enough
words!

i'm sorry ... maybe give it a little more time? it sounds
like it's something you both want, but the timing is off.

i know you will be able to heal from this...

belenen July 24 2008, 00:36:20 UTC

*hugs* thank you Angie ♥

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belenen July 24 2008, 00:40:09 UTC

well... it doesn't have to be hard. I think it's hard when not everyone is ready. With Ben and Aurilion and me, it's so easy! We fit together, even though Aurilion and Ben are not close, they feel like family. ♥ I could easily see us sharing a house.

thank you for the comfort, lovey ♥ I'm content with my amazing array of magic now -- and open to more ships coming in :D *giggles*

brightlotusmoon July 7 2008, 21:40:11 UTC

This is an amazing entry. Your strength is incredible.

Part of the reason I haven't yet tried sexually, physically making love to a woman yet is because I feel like I'd project too much of my pain and problems into her -- into, not onto. Adam can take it, because we merged souls shortly before we got engaged and are almost telepathic with each other. But I have yet to meet a potential lover who I feel that with.

belenen July 24 2008, 00:46:48 UTC

thank you ♥

mmm, I think I can understand what you mean. When you have a lot of pain, you need a safe space to bare it in... and I think for another person coming in, ze might need a really secure base. I think probably you could find a strong person and make sure to do a spirit-cleanse afterward, and be safe in that way, too. But I take your meaning ♥ I hope you can find the right woman; even if you DID project some pain and problems into zir, the glory of you is definitely worth it.

brightlotusmoon July 24 2008, 00:57:12 UTC

Thank you, that makes me feel worth it. :)

kiwi July 8 2008, 03:09:02 UTC

*hug*

belenen July 24 2008, 00:47:09 UTC

*hugs back*