perfect love casts out fear / sad & happy / work experiences -- furious and delighted

[belenen]

You know when you're so in love with someone that your conversation is peppered with random 'I love you's just because you feel it so much you can't help but say it? And the other person says it back with just as much feeling and then you both sigh in contentment and smile quietly for a bit? I have TWO people like that in my life right now. I am

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[belenen]

I will remember that!

[paradigm_shift]

Isnt it amazing how one experience with someone positive can wipe away one with a negative person? Especially when they come close together with the bad before the good. I can be having the worst day at work, then go home and see the smile my son gets on his face when I walk into the room. It makes my heart smile. That erases everyting the day brought me up until that point- the hurt, anger, disappointment, hopelessness.

[belenen]

♥ yes, the power of love... ;-)

[belenen]

thank you!

[kmiotutsie]

aaugh, i'm so JEALOUS!! rite now i'm sleeping with someone i don't even really like and i feel like i just lost one of my best friends over a whole lot of stupid drama. i WISH i had more people in my life i could openly love and love and love without tons of fear and fresh inhibition. *slumps.*

but, aww, that lady who made your workday: what an angel!! i like it when i get someone on the phones who politely asks to be taken off the list and is kind and friendly to me, they lift my mood up for a moment and make me smile even if they don't contribute to my comission ;-)

[belenen]

BUT you have me and hannah at least! it's easy to love without fear someone who loves without fear. ♥ and I sooooooooooooooo wish you could come down... I will try to stop bugging you but it's hard! Hannah probably won't come again for two years! (next year I'm prob'ly going to Belgium instead) :-(

and now due to my late comment you can look back and see how much better your life is without that job. ;-) and wasn't it Joanna that you felt you were losing? if so, that's at least on civil terms. *hug*

[kmiotutsie]

i know, i really wish i could be there while all three of you will be around at once... but i do hope i can come see you before this year is over; do you want to see if we can work something out once i leave the northeast?? i don't want to be too far north when it starts getting cold, so maybe early november??

[meganlynnangela]

I'm glad you have those people. Just be careful with yourself...like I've said before, I've gotten the impression that you're a Christian, and God's the only one who can love us perfectly. Hannah and Ben will, on occasion, fail you but Jesus never will! So when you're in the depths of despair, turn to Ben and Hannah, but don't forget who to turn to first! (not saying you don't, I just know that it's a trap I fall into on occasion.)

[belenen]

yes, that is very good (and sometimes so hard) to remember. ;-)