Comments | belenen: dancing passion / Patricia / missing Kaylene in a wistful way

belenen

dancing passion / Patricia / missing Kaylene in a wistful way

Mar 28, 2005 02:44

The other day at bellydancing I was just so fucking clumsy and inept that I wanted to quit. I was going to go through with it anyway ('cause I can't stand being a quitter), but I had given up hope on it being fun, given up hope on being good at it. I started watching the clock hoping for class to be over.... anyway, after class I changed and went ( Read more... )

names, pain, dancing, spirit, kaylene

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aubkabob March 30 2005, 09:05:04 UTC

egads, woman, we have SO got to meet. reading about you and the rain brought me to tears, seriously. no one around me gets weather, the emotions behind it. there is just so much emotional spirit behind wind and rain, specifically ( ... )

belenen April 1 2005, 20:40:01 UTC

On rain: we have similar feelings but not the same; I only like certain kinds of rain. If it's cloudy-gloomy or cold, rain depresses me... but sunlit rain or gentle nourishing rain makes me feel like flying. If I lived in a rainy tropical area, I'd never feel down -- unless I had to wear clothes. Fucking clothes.

Come play for me and I will dance. ;-)

aubkabob July 21 2005, 17:58:34 UTC

you've SO got a deal there!

shespoke March 30 2005, 10:46:23 UTC

Your therapist sounds amazing and like she really cares. Mine is so wonderful too. One time I really really needed her and she stayed late just to see me. I was so touched. We need more people like our therapists in that field. Because I hear of some therapists that really hurt more than help their clients. :(

belenen April 1 2005, 20:40:59 UTC

I'm glad you got a lovely one too. ;-)

evileve March 30 2005, 12:28:21 UTC

Something has kept me from calling her. I feel like she still needs quite a bit of growing up to do, and stuff to learn before she us ready for women like us to love her.
I don't think she will ever realize the impact that she had on us.

belenen April 1 2005, 20:41:56 UTC

I'm glad you understand.

pookerd March 30 2005, 14:04:47 UTC

Duckie, as far as the dancing goes, give it time, instant success only happens with lottery tickets. It took me 5 years of training to finally be a kick ass horse rider in the show arena. If it is something that you truly want then it will happen all in good time.

belenen April 1 2005, 20:42:10 UTC

thanks. ;-)

abstractfish March 30 2005, 16:59:42 UTC

<3 "breathing the soft little whirls of air"

belenen April 1 2005, 20:42:24 UTC

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