My life has had its ups and downs, and as the waves have been quite shallow, I am not able to see which day could be singled out to be the best day of my life. Nothing is peeking above the others and this makes me draw a conclusion, that the best day of my life is still ahead of me.

When I now thought about the moments that have made some days ( Read more... )

I generally trust people, unless they've proven to be untrustworthy. And even then, I trust them in some things, if not maybe in all areas of life. Be that may that I set apparently very high standards for how I ought to be treated, but I also knowledge that it has its toll as well - I also find it realistically probable that a person I generally ( Read more... )

I wish I could speak several other languages and all of them fluently. Especially languages like Japanese, Chinese, Spanish, French and Russian.
I love to communicate with people and I love to learn about other cultures and their way of perceiving the world, and I think much of it is related to the language one uses and you never can get close ( Read more... )

Mitä tänään syödään

I don't know how to put this, but I don't think there is an explicit way to win my heart, nor does only four ways manage to do that ( Read more... )

It seems that this boils down to very basic questions, though, let's skip the air & water & nutrition, as those are relatively obvious ( Read more... )

There's a man in my bed. To keep us warm, I've bought a huge duvet, suitable for sleeping in a big, big bed and still being able to wrap it over ourselves so that there is no need for anyone to shiver from cold. He sleeps with one pillow, preferring it to be flat and light, while I, myself, prefer to sleep with the pillow from the future, adjusting ( Read more... )

Continuing the 30-days meme

The most major fear of mine is losing control.
It is something to work on.

It manifests itself in many ways, such as I start to panic (fear) running, when someone holds my hand and I cannot be sure that I'm not going to trip and hurt myself. Please, don't ever make me do that.
Fear of tripping and hurting myself bad is also ( Read more... )

The first is the chalk that stays on the surface after the water drops are gone.
The second is - in the morning when I haven't yet woken up yet - stepping on a half eaten chewing bone.
The third is if I'm treated like a girl.
The fourth is to get irrational spells of nausea and dizzyness and feel like I'm going to hurl
(and I don't).
The fifth thing ( Read more... )

Continuing the meme.

Of course, there might be some special occasions which some of these might not be done, but on most days these are the things I do.

Everyday, in the morning I wake up earlyish, wakened either by the sounds of my alarm clock or the doggie hopping around (1). I drag myself down from our loftbed, nowadays stretching my footsoles ( Read more... )