what the fuck.........

[beladona_took]

so things got bad. then they got worse. then there was no stopping the rolling snowball that ran me over. how do i manage to keep doing this? i think things are ok. i think it's alright to bitch about the petty little things in my life. i don't think i'll be taken all that seriously or that anyone will care and honestly that's what i want. this is

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Journals should be sacred......

[seeking4hope]

i'm sorry. i'm sorry things got so out of hand. i'm sorry i helped facilitate the mess. you should have the right to rant and rave about whatever you to on your own journal without anyone, me included, causing you more pain. i love that you write about your days in here. about finding out what day you were born on & the first meal you cooked in your new home & posting in german & yes, even when you bitch and moan. i read your journal everyday, sometimes two and three times (incase you've added something new) because i wanna see what's happening out there in your world. it's my way of knowing that you're okay. that you're making it. and it seems to me that except for the job and the location, it's pretty much the same as it was here. you're still finding your place in this world. feeling your way along. and i'm still butting in. so don't stop posting your feelings, or your thoughts just because a few of us grownups acted less mature than our shoe size. just know that i love you. and i always want the best for you. even when that means

Just sayin'

[productivechaos]

Thanks, while others may take that for what it was ment to be and others still for something worse. I at least found it worth reading.
If for some reason you deciede for yourself...

"Hey, this is my journal, my personal thoughts that are mine and mine alone and I don't need to here anyone elses opinions on how I feel."

... than make it private. I personally have no private entries as no one really comments on what I say anyways. At least not enough to strike any real cords.
Honestly, in the morning the sun will rise and in the evening it will set. That's all there is to it. Do you really want the yuppie aids walkers to die of it... I think not... It was heat of the monent in an unfiltered state of mind. I've said worse... I've said MUCH worse... so believe it and be it. :)

Re: Just sayin'

[beladona_took]

thank you so much! i'm very glad you said that; it makes me feel much better. i don't care when people comment on my journal. in fact i welcome it. i have only two in all my entries that are just for me and they were simply quizzes i didn't want anyone to see but that i wanted to remember. if i have something THAT personal i have a paper journal for that.
what i do care about is when people assume things and then get offended when i clairify and it is known that their assumption is wrong. but it really means a lot that you would say that. you are more than welcome to leave a comment any time you like.

[weirdskaphreak]

I have gotten myself in worse situations. Except I was actually talkin shit, and the person had a reason to be upset. They weren't pretentious and conceited and trying to be cooler than they are (okay maybe a little of the last thing.)

I've been told to make my journal private. But it's just not fun. I kinda sorta watch what I say now. I have certain entries that are friends only or private. That seems to work when I have something super personal to say.

But adding humor to a shitty day and it getting this out of hand? I don't understand how the internet gets us all worked up so much easier. Anyway, I love you. I read all your posts and I will comment more often.

Just be glad I didn't read the comments while this was happening or there woulda been a beat down.

Call me!

[beladona_took]

lmao!!! i will call you. you call me too! i miss you!!!!! you wouldn't have beat me down now would you? ;)

[spuffy_seeker]

oh, my. i am so sorry about that. i do hope things got better. i know all too well how things can get out of hand on lj, but it'll be ok.

just think of them as post it notes. sometimes they are there when you need them and often times not. but you can always stick one up when you feel like it!

LOVE YA CHICA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!