i was updating really long about the three or four days that i havent updated and then my brother closed this and signed me off and signed himself on the bitch!so in a nutshell..uhhh ( Read more... )

your name ( Read more... )

so this weekend i went down to virginia to my godmothers beach house on the chesapeake with jordi whom i havent seen in forever, my aunt pat- her husband("ernesto"), aunt jeanette, and my maja ( Read more... )

wow my computer sucks ass i wrote a long ass entry and when i tried to update it didnt work..:'( soo ill give it in short
my layout it fucking awesoem and i love it kate<3 made it for me she is so good at designing and creating things, especially on computers! I LOVE IT THANK YOU KATE<3!
kate<3 slept over tuesday night and wednesday night :)we're ( Read more... )

yesterday 6/22/04- kate<3 came over at around 2ish!!! and we went online and then we rode 5mi on our bikes, you know gettin in shape for woodward in 19 days ! so then we needed to take care of some business with shane and sean so we walked/ran up to fairfax (were those quartes heavy kate?!?) so we tried to cash my 11 year old check from my dead ( Read more... )

old episode of summerland ( Read more... )

today we had a dellax game and we didnt have a ref so that fat chick was extra wrong..she was all liek we're going to get here at five and the refs will be here so we will have more playing time..well most of the people were there by five minus me and vicqui of course and then there were no freaking refs there and we decided that were jsut going to ( Read more... )

saw the stepford wives tonight with vicqui<3! it was a good movie but i didnt think it was as funny as i thought it would be but ehh o well it happens ( Read more... )

i havent updated in a while and right now im at vicqui's house hanging with her and micah watching tv and waiting for out pizza and i just deleted my whole fucking long ass journal entry so fuck typing this up again.
kels

if i cant find it again then i dont know what to do.
whats the point in being here when im not happy.
i cant imagine happiness or hope.
it feels like theres nothing.
choking on time and running away arent helping me now.
the only thing i know how to do is stay.
i cant feel a thing my body is numb.
there is no way out.
only farther down.