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[beforeyou_gogo]

maybe things happen for a reason.
starting over. & i'm scared shitless. for your own good, have self-control over things--even things that are your weakest points. that's something it took me too long to learn. i've been breaking down so much. the most morbid thought that could ever enter your brain is to know that if the person you were three

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[ooopppsss]

we were wondering where you were and how you were doing...
and honestly today i found myself without any answers to what in the world was going on in your world...

just know that I really do wish you the best, I am thinking about you, and also I am hoping everthing will be set straight.

I miss you in photoclass. shit, i miss you period. do the best you can and stay optimistic. the glass is half full... no matter what you think.

:)

[beforeyou_gogo]

yeah, it happened so fast that i didn't really get a chance to tell anyone. but being down here is the best thing for me right now. i really appreciate everything you said. that really really means a lot to me. so thank you. and i will stay optimistic. i can already see things getting better.
thankyou.

p.s. i'm adding you, and you BETTER keep in touch.

[ooopppsss]

you need the best, and if you are getting what you need, then thats the best, which you deserve.. and I WILL keep intouch missy!

[mark_my_word]

things won't be the same without you. making fun of people on tv, eating and eating and eating until we can't eat anymore, borrowing a new article of clothing each week, skipping down the hall to 7th period, going through all notes about what your perfect guy would be like, &potato chips&mayonase. but the good thing is it's not like you're dead. &it's not like i will never see you again. i will hopefully be coming over for spring break &on any weekends i can get off of work until school ends. &once summer comes, i hopefully can come for a week at a time. i miss you so much already. senior year will be hard for me to because i can't imagine graduating without you there by my side. the timing for you moving had was killer too, even though i don't think there is really a "good time" for your best friend to move away. i am going to miss you more than anything, but to keep you here under the conditions you have here would be selfish. you are doing a great thing for yourself. &for your family. i am not disappointed in you. i am very proud

[beforeyou_gogo]

oh god. what would i do without you? i love you more than anything in this world. and i know it will be alright. i'm keeping my chin up. i'm just so homesick right now. but, i know i have to be down here so things can get better. but, hey atleast i get to wear a sexy catholic uniform everyday. no? okay. i'm sorry if i scared you or dissapointed you. well, i love you more than anything in this world. and no matter what you are my sister. thank you so much for sticking with me through all of this. you don't know how much it means to me. a million miles couldn't make you any less my sister.
& hey- do me a favor and please go visit my mom from time to time. i know she's kind of lonely right now, and you're the only thing she has up there really. & the closest thing to me. i really think she would like that.

& as i said i love you so so much. and thank you again.
♥,
squirt

[beforeyou_gogo]

oh and tell your parents i said thank you too.
♥.

[mark_my_word]

i will make sure to visit your mom. she told me if i ever needed anything or wanted somewhere to stay that i could go over there.
she about broke my heart last night with all those sweet things she told me. she wants nothing less than the best for you. she'll get through it too.
&iwill.

p.s.
tell all your new friends about me. make sure they know you are my best friend &that they can't have you.

[i_am_overrated]

i ♥ you
little sister
mini-me.

[beforeyou_gogo]

i♥utoo.
love,
your mini-you.

[destructo_spin]

so...you're gone?

[beforeyou_gogo]

ah derek..not gone forever. i just think that being down here for right now would be the best decision for my life. i just got into too many things while i was at oak mountain that were not good. and i need to get away from that. i mean those things aren't me. and i felt like they were becoming too big a part of my life. you know, i've really wanted to talk to you for some time now about things. you always give me some pretty good advice.

[your_intentions]

for good? i im the only girl in photo the doesnt have a whiney voice anymore

[beforeyou_gogo]

well, sort of for good. no, i'm not coming back for senior year, but i'll probably be going to UA or Auburn for college. so, another year or so and i'll be back.
well hey- atleast i can't intimidate anyone anymore. haha. or, you know-say cuss words loud enough so every teacher in oak mountain can hear.
man, i know we haven't been close like last year or anything, but this year i felt like we were getting closer. i'm really going to miss you. & your sarcasm. haha.

[your_intentions]

im gonna miss you too, but hey maybe well end up at the same college, hope so. youll always be a piece of my heart, i mean weve known each other for over 10 years, thats saying a lot.
your a strong person, a lot stronger than you know and i hope you remember that.