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[beforeyou_gogo]

maybe things happen for a reason.
starting over. & i'm scared shitless. for your own good, have self-control over things--even things that are your weakest points. that's something it took me too long to learn. i've been breaking down so much. the most morbid thought that could ever enter your brain is to know that if the person you were three

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[mark_my_word]

things won't be the same without you. making fun of people on tv, eating and eating and eating until we can't eat anymore, borrowing a new article of clothing each week, skipping down the hall to 7th period, going through all notes about what your perfect guy would be like, &potato chips&mayonase. but the good thing is it's not like you're dead. &it's not like i will never see you again. i will hopefully be coming over for spring break &on any weekends i can get off of work until school ends. &once summer comes, i hopefully can come for a week at a time. i miss you so much already. senior year will be hard for me to because i can't imagine graduating without you there by my side. the timing for you moving had was killer too, even though i don't think there is really a "good time" for your best friend to move away. i am going to miss you more than anything, but to keep you here under the conditions you have here would be selfish. you are doing a great thing for yourself. &for your family. i am not disappointed in you. i am very proud of you actually. you are strong &you will get through this. i am still with you, regardless if we are a couple hundred miles away. you've moved away once so i think i can handle it again. if you can get through this than so can i.
you have truley defined what a best friend is. you have opened your heart, mind, and home to me.
a part of me moved with you to mississippi.
come visit me a lot please.
you will be just fine. i promise.
i love you more than i think i can even comprehend.
thank you for being in my family.
my parents wish you the best of luck. they are going to be saying some prayers for you. they know you can work through this.
&so do i.

iloveyou. alwaysandforever.
♥smuck

[beforeyou_gogo]

oh god. what would i do without you? i love you more than anything in this world. and i know it will be alright. i'm keeping my chin up. i'm just so homesick right now. but, i know i have to be down here so things can get better. but, hey atleast i get to wear a sexy catholic uniform everyday. no? okay. i'm sorry if i scared you or dissapointed you. well, i love you more than anything in this world. and no matter what you are my sister. thank you so much for sticking with me through all of this. you don't know how much it means to me. a million miles couldn't make you any less my sister.
& hey- do me a favor and please go visit my mom from time to time. i know she's kind of lonely right now, and you're the only thing she has up there really. & the closest thing to me. i really think she would like that.

& as i said i love you so so much. and thank you again.
♥,
squirt

[beforeyou_gogo]

oh and tell your parents i said thank you too.
♥.

[mark_my_word]

i will make sure to visit your mom. she told me if i ever needed anything or wanted somewhere to stay that i could go over there.
she about broke my heart last night with all those sweet things she told me. she wants nothing less than the best for you. she'll get through it too.
&iwill.

p.s.
tell all your new friends about me. make sure they know you are my best friend &that they can't have you.