I'm so angry...I'm really a nice person, I believe in second (and third, fourth, fifth...) chances, I believe that anybody can change if he want to, if he really want to, if it's important for them...but I think I'm loosing this faith. I'm also a person who gives a lot of love. To my family, my friends, and the guy I want to live with. But I think ( Read more... )

Mood: very, very depressive...and discouraged, and so tired...It's very stressful to fight against his own thougts every day. And I have a lot of time to tink about every single crap, and the result: more crap. And now I'm depressed because so many things ended in the past, but I have no time, no energy, no abilities and no chances to change my ( Read more... )

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It is raining! And the sky is grey! Full of dark clouds! :D I love it so much.
After a sticky day with hot, heavy air and nearly 30 ° Celsius it feels so well...so...fresh :D
I am now writing, because today I have no energy to make the washing, or to clean up my room, or to organize me and my future...I just want to sit here, with a desk full of ( Read more... )