Today I was filled with joy and excitment. Why.. I cant tell you. A few of you know but hey shh dont tell.Homecomings coming up soon and im still not sure im gonna go. Since the last time i wrote..a lots happened but i dont have a lot of time so ill just say everythings good now. Im on the freshman bball team, im in high school and i gotta go. So ( Read more... )

Okay, so today was my last day of school. The eight graders lost the school olympics but we still rock! Tonight is my memory dance and my parents are chaporoning. Great...Afterwards I have to go to my aunts or grandmas or whatever for the weekend. Today, me and Jake got in a HORRID fight over a stupid comment I made but we LOVE each other so Im ( Read more... )

Hes obviously not gay! Why the hell does this always happen to me???? First...ugh i cant handle life anymore. Im always depreesed or upset over something or someone. Even people from Fuel arnt helping. I know sams been trying but it doesnt work. Ive wanted, so many times, to do it. Just to quit dealing with things. But then people are always ( Read more... )

I went to the RELAY FOR LIFE thing and had a pretty bad time. I got sunburned and the whole time i felt neglected, ignored and stupid. My brothers, like my sister in law and her sister more than me. The funnest part was wathing the dancers and walking around the track by myself...! I wasnt allowed to spend the night but then again i dont really ( Read more... )

The world has seemed so messed up these past few days. Im not sure what to do anymore. I feel soo sorry that Brittany and Amanda have to keep yelling at Jake and Amy for all the crap that they have put me through. But thanks you guys. Jake is a dog. Along with Andrew, Walker, Shane, Trevor and CJ....the list could go on forever. I got grounded ( Read more... )

Its been far to long since I have wrote but I have had a lot on my mind. Well let me start off by saying I have gotten a lot better at controling my temper! lol. Anyway I am very dissapointed in myself. I have realized that I am starting to loose my faith in god. Im scared because I dont want to. I want to go to heaven and live eternally with ( Read more... )

Today was a pretty boring day. I fell asleep in english, took a gay test in science and history and then went to that DC meeting. Just got home from the shirtery and the girls are gonna be mad. We didnt have enought money for our original plan so it says DC on the front, then nikki and stephs says twin one and twin two and then mine and raes says ( Read more... )

This weekend was a blast. Yesterday, I went over to Dawns house for the "ladies night". It was cool. Patti, Marianne, steph, kristin, michelle, sam, courtney, lauren and Melissa all came. Patti had a screwed up knee and was allergic to the medicine she was taking so she left at like 4 in the morning. Well, we played games, ate, danced and talked it ( Read more... )

My mom is really making me mad guys. She wont let me go to Girls Night at Dawns because Im grounded. She grounded me because I didnt give her info on Steph last night. (long story) and so now I cant go to Dawns for the sleepover. Then Josh is all pissed at me which means hes NEVER going to like me. I mean NEVER! Why would he? Im ugly, fat, my ( Read more... )

If I threw a party would you come? Cause according to Doug I shouldnt throw a party cause nobody would be there. And i suppose hes the "nice guy" well yeah how bout NO! Just cause he thinks hes cool doesnt mean he is. And no offense.....(im not saying this just out of anger).....but is he gay? Cause two people said that he was and one of them was ( Read more... )