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[beatredheart]

so i'm still in this damn rut. i'm not so sure its a rut anymore but more so a lack of knowledge of who i am. i feel like i took this leap from 21 to 23 and have no idea where the hell i went inbetween. except that i did all this changing but not much of it seems for the better. i REALLY don't take cafe of myself emotionally. or physically, really

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[marilynfaerie]

I think I am kinda feeling some of the same things. I definitely agree with the idea of missing the girl you used to be. i've felt that a lot and think it had a lot to do with my mistakes in my relationship this year. maybe it's part of growing up. losing part of us. we just need to find the awesome that is now. it's hard. you're not the only one.

[beatredheart]

thanks, cyn, its nice to hear that i'm not alone. as my friend jenny says, "welcome to your mid 20's". growing up sucks. whenever people said that i always thought they meant that getting a big kid job and paying bills...but its a lot more than that!