Together they would travel on a boat with billowed sail ( Read more... )

Its painful when you realize that your friends aren't your friends. How can I begin again?

ohhh man I had mucho fun last night. It was a good experience overall, I'm glad it was with someone I know and trust, because I was a craaaaaazy motherfucker. I'll definitely need to do it again in the very near future. Ugh but now I have to go to swim practice. I think I feel a pretty bad headache coming on. Hopefully I won't drown ( Read more... )

You are a child of the universe, no less than the trees and the stars; you have a right to be here. And whether or not it is clear to you, no doubt the universe is unfolding as it should.

I am SO wired right now. I don't even know why...maybe its because I'm talking to someone that I value and trust and respect and miss so much. It's strange, though, how relationships twist and turn. I truly thought I was in love and that it was the real thing, and now I'm not so sure. Its so difficult when you can't see them face to face, for ( Read more... )

I don't know what just happened. But it was something big. For some reason, I realized just how pathetic I was being today. Sitting alone in the Riverbend parking lot and smoking a cigarette right after I thought my car broke down is sad. I left my pack and lighter on the ledge and I'm never smoking again. I am disgusted with how much I've ( Read more... )

I can't even describe what I'm feeling right now. I know thousands and thousands of people have felt it before, but that doesn't lessen its effect on me at all. I'm a female 16 and 1/2 year old, about to start the perils of junior year, but I'm in love. And I wouldn't trade places with anyone in the universe; not for ANYTHING. Oooh what a ( Read more... )

so I'm in sucky North Carolina...just finished a suckass paper about obedience to authority that was supposed to be in the past but apparently not. besides the fact that my teacher despises me, I like the class. I actually think I learned a great deal about writing. Heh. So I'll show those SAT guys what I'm made of...bullshit ( Read more... )

sheesh I feel so deprived. time is slipping away rather quickly and I can't handle it. so today, I was watching tv and I saw a commercial for GOING BACK TO SCHOOL SHOPPING!! what the fuck is wrong with these people?? for christ's sake summer's not even half over! okay so maybe it is, but whatever ( Read more... )

I'm leaving for this medical/health conference camp in Washington D.C. tomorrow, and although I've been looking forward to it so much, now I realize that I really don't want to go. I mean like at this point in time. It's just that I've been gone since summer started and I got back a couple days ago and caught up with what's been going on back ( Read more... )