wowww
I am SO wired right now. I don't even know why...maybe its because I'm talking to someone that I value and trust and respect and miss so much. It's strange, though, how relationships twist and turn. I truly thought I was in love and that it was the real thing, and now I'm not so sure. Its so difficult when you can't see them face to face, for there is so much that nonverbal, physical acts can bring between two people. I don't know what my reaction will be the next time (if) I get to see him. Ah and I promised myself that I would never tell someone I loved them unless I knew for sure...but maybe this is what love is. Not being quite sure about anything. I think about him a lot, maybe too much. The question is, where do I go from here?