"My girlfriend is hotter than yours!", "Sorry, I can't hang out with you this Friday, I'm going out on a date", "Ohp, my girlfriend is here, ttyl!", "I'm going to my girlfriend's play, can't hang out.", blah blah blah ( Read more... )

This week has been a confusing week for me so far. Everything seems to be out of place. Nothing is the same. Maybe its because most of my friends are off on kairos. I really don't know. Or maybe its because there have been some "buddies" of mine who don't appear to be online anymore, even though a friend told me they are on. I'll find out what ( Read more... )

Burn, burn in hell. You took away something that I can never replace. You stole it. Its because of you this happened. You're the one that brought me out of my solitary shell. You fooled me. You were a good liar as well. Its because of you that I don't believe in love anymore. You are a cursed monstrosity. A behemoth of lies. I hope it wasn't Satan ( Read more... )

Everyone should have an anthem that expresses their current state. Here's mine ( Read more... )

I don't know how Dream Theater do it, but a good amount of their lyrics relate to me exactly. Its almost scary ( Read more... )

I really never had any real influences in my life until I was like, in junior high. Usually boys look up to their dad, I personally don't like my dad, so bad idea to look up to him. But here is a list of people/"character" that have influnced me and inspired me throughout my life ( Read more... )

Tidbits Pt.1

-I'm the type of guy that ends things with a "last stand".
-I'm actually quite sensitive.
-In public, I don't speak very often. In private, I'm a completely different person.
-I had a very deprived childhood and adolesence.
-I hate people who like to manipulate others' heart/mind (ie. heart-breakers).

Usually people begin to hate something or someone after being involved with that something or someone within their life time. Well, I'm no exception when it comes to emo. Yes, I do dislike emo to a high extent. "But Why Though?!" many people ask me. Hummmm...lemme answer this ( Read more... )

OK...So why did I write the essay? Well. First of all, Writing is a way to vent my anger or any other bad mood. In this case, it was depression. The essay is also about me, its hard to tell, but it expresses my problems indirectly. Also, by the essay's title, I was feeling very useless at the time. The period from which I wrote this from was an ( Read more... )

This is an excerpt of my essay, "The Reasonable Use for The Useless". Too many people were clamouring for a peek at this waaaaaaay too personal essay...I think enough time has passed...So here's the first paragraph ( Read more... )