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"My girlfriend is hotter than yours!", "Sorry, I can't hang out with you this Friday, I'm going out on a date", "Ohp, my girlfriend is here, ttyl!", "I'm going to my girlfriend's play, can't hang out.", blah blah blah...
Wow, have I been acting dumb all these years or what?! For all these years I have been jealous of guys who had girlfriends. I've never had a girlfriend before, but I would sure like one though. But the fact of the matter is, well, there's a time and place for everything. Even though I really don't have a chance for one this year, but it would come at the most unexpected time as so many people have told me. I've been wasting my time nagging and shit, but that doesn't do anything. I've been going out and meeting many new women, turns out nearly all of them don't find interest in me. So what?! theres gotta be over a billion girls on this earth around my age that has at least some interest! Of all the rejections that I get, well, I think fate is trying to tell me something here. Ah yes! There's better things awaiting you in the future! If I keep on track with my studies, I'll score a high paying career. There's more important things to focus on than girls, although that is important, but not totally neccessary.
As you see above, those are common things I hear from guys around me all the time, same with the girls too. What I've noticed is that, they don't have time for anything, or anyone so to speak. I don't know about you, but I like my free time. Even though I do absolutely nothing with that time, its still special. It's that type of time that I enjoy. Even though I am alone as fuck, I somehow can get through it without killing myself. I spend that time playing the guitar, writing, being adicted to myspace, and a whole lot of nothing. I can focus on things that would develop my character, and not waste it on women. Women can be evil creatures, But there are those few that totally rock, like Megan and Kristin and more. Right now, women should just be friends in my eyes, more importantly, human beings. I'm going to wait for college to give me good fortune with women, unless something comes up before then. I just gotta be patient, its hard to do with all of this peer pressure, but it is certainly possible.
But until love comes knocking on my door, I'm gonna keep on playing my guitar with a broken string.
Roll On,
Chris
Wow, have I been acting dumb all these years or what?! For all these years I have been jealous of guys who had girlfriends. I've never had a girlfriend before, but I would sure like one though. But the fact of the matter is, well, there's a time and place for everything. Even though I really don't have a chance for one this year, but it would come at the most unexpected time as so many people have told me. I've been wasting my time nagging and shit, but that doesn't do anything. I've been going out and meeting many new women, turns out nearly all of them don't find interest in me. So what?! theres gotta be over a billion girls on this earth around my age that has at least some interest! Of all the rejections that I get, well, I think fate is trying to tell me something here. Ah yes! There's better things awaiting you in the future! If I keep on track with my studies, I'll score a high paying career. There's more important things to focus on than girls, although that is important, but not totally neccessary.
As you see above, those are common things I hear from guys around me all the time, same with the girls too. What I've noticed is that, they don't have time for anything, or anyone so to speak. I don't know about you, but I like my free time. Even though I do absolutely nothing with that time, its still special. It's that type of time that I enjoy. Even though I am alone as fuck, I somehow can get through it without killing myself. I spend that time playing the guitar, writing, being adicted to myspace, and a whole lot of nothing. I can focus on things that would develop my character, and not waste it on women. Women can be evil creatures, But there are those few that totally rock, like Megan and Kristin and more. Right now, women should just be friends in my eyes, more importantly, human beings. I'm going to wait for college to give me good fortune with women, unless something comes up before then. I just gotta be patient, its hard to do with all of this peer pressure, but it is certainly possible.
But until love comes knocking on my door, I'm gonna keep on playing my guitar with a broken string.
Roll On,
Chris